my fist time staying back in college until 9pm, in the library.
well, mixed feelings.
it's accounts individual assignment again, deadline- this fri.
Super stressed up, didn't really understand how is it and how to do it.
heavy burdened, like the whole world is crashing on my shoulders.
Business maths group assignment- as usual, didn't understand a single thing they're talking,
its like im living in my own world,
or i flew into another world.
Seriously, complete blank.
I wanna contribute to the group, but i just.. can't.
i dont really understand the concept and the.. maths.
DANG.
again, this problem popping in my mind:
"how am i gonna survive degree level when i, myself can't even manage the so-called-simple, foundation level, plus degree level is nothing like foundation, way-too-easy?!?!"
on the other hand, staying back in library was.. something like in a roller coaster.
full of ups and downs.
At first, was super tired as yesterday, did the tiring community service, then tutorials..
and classes today were.. errr.. quite long.
Then, stress began to pop in. was frigging stress until, all kinds of food cravings coming in.
Next, decide to stay back to finish up everything- went for dinner.
After dinner, came back to library.
Was getting high and nuts. Total siau case. kept laughing non-stop like some.. nuts, crazy woman.
Then, began to calm down and.. stress cells coming up.
Anddddd, behtahan came back home at 9pm.
huhuhuuuuu, and now i still have to rush for my work. it seems like im not gonna finish it like.. forever. it seems like.. its taking.. forever.
NOOOOOOOOO T.T
i seriously need sleep nowwwwwww. stress cells, shoo and please, go away.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
im so tired. and it's only.. 35 days+.
i still have long days to come.
ooh sorry for another lame, boring post. expressing here, so yea. don't be bothered.
:/
it might seems that it's.. pretty gross, pretty ugly,
but actually, it hurts.
ALOT.
very.
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