i need to learn and grow up.

ooh well, ooh well.
i just had a disastrous lunch.
know i truely understand why she can't take it at times and just.. pooof off and.. burn the house with her flames within her.
i really salute her, really.
i wonder how am i gonna survive through my days if one say she is no longer living in this world.
really.

God, i really wanna thank you for her.
i dont think there's anyone in this world that could tolerant him more than she could.
and yes, me either, coulnt tolerant him.
without her,
i don't think we can live happily like now.
without her,
i don't think we can survive through the days.
ooh yes,
she's the superwoman, wonderwoman.
And as i grow, i understand how she feels and why she react like that at times.

God, i really hope that you would keep her safe and healthy everyday,
for she still have to take care of her 'little' ones.
If one day, she really needs to leave us,
could u just trade myself for her?
ooh yes,
im really serious about it.
cause if there's a need,
i don't think i can handle things like she does.
everything will just turn up to be disastrous,
and i might just ended up commiting suicide to end everything.




to be honest, i don't really enjoy the trip, although there's good companies around.
nah. nothing special, its just the usual thing.
everytime, anywhere.
don't ask me why.
u might just understand the whole thing if we just.. switch places.
i'll be you, and you'll be me.
for a day?
not that im not thankful or what, but with this kind of shitty things happen,
no matter how fun the thing is,
it'll just end up to be disastrous one.


sorry guys. no gifts or anything from camerons. :/
o.0 tmr u guys might not recognize me- this 3 days ive been eating like a pig.

char siew pau, siew mai, yu dan, 1 big piece of hot and spicy KFC chicken, 1 large cheesy wedges, some popcorn chicken, 2 herbal tea eggs, 3 sticks of strawberry ice cream, today's lunch, mint choco chip, and more laaaa.
all yummy, especially for distressing.
:)


see. now i gotta work like a cow after that trip. :/
o.0 looks like i might need to go for the genting trip in 2 weeks time.
ooh, what a trip.



p.s: i got my P licence! :D
p.p.s: camerons gave freebies. and my lucky freebie is... FLU! ;D