rainy dayyyy.

so.. it was just.. for a moment. for a day or two.
and now, my face is getting red and yada yada each day.
now, what am i allergic to? what flower now, besides lavender? :/
nooo i dun wanna try. i don't wanna go everywhere with my red face. i don't wanna match perfect colour clothes to match my reddish face. i don't wanna get stares and stuffs. i don't wanna feel the pain again. i don't wanna feel so concious everywhere i go. i don't wanna feel odd. i don't wanna.. feel emo . i don't wanna feel.. broken down.
ouchhh.

chocolate bubble tea AGAIN. 3 days straight. since tmr is gonna be another tiring day, i wonder is there chocolate bubble tea tommorrow, AGAIN. LOLLLLL.



Finally, acc individual assignment is doneeee after the whole friggin month. ze next,- acc group assignment with presentation. :(
Econs, Moral and EWE more to go! wooshhh.

i actually don't wish tomorrow to arrive. it's Acc and BMA results i think. and moral on fri. i don't wanna know how badly i screwed em. i don't wanna know how badly i PHAIL.


ooh yes. im pretty pissed today. should have just stayed at college and never come home. It's always like that. for my frigging.. dunno-how-many-years.
GEEEZ. home is never good for me. and so does.. holidays.
oooh crap is the whole frigging week at home.
geez at least its better than going out for holidays with family. at least, it's better cuz .. i can choose to hide in my room 24/7 and just come down for food.
plus, there will be less yellings compared with vacations outside.


is not that i don't understand or what.
but i am real pissed with this particular group of human beings. they will never offer their help and stuffs, loves to complain all times, and LOVES to turn up during SPECIAL occasions. i.e: parties and food makan session.
wtheck. malaysian attitudes huh?
can u guys grow up? it's never too late although some of u guys are ageing.