white lies.

wore mask the whole dayyyyy. stupid face. damn sunburn. damn red. damn bengkak. damn embarrassing.
it's like.. the whole TBF course, me the only one who's wearing.
i don't see anyone wearing it today. oooh gosh. me, the odd one. :/

damn painful for the whole day.
i know, perseverance is bliss, but i just.. couldn't stand it.
DAYS! it's been days!
how aweful. i just.. wished that mirror doesn't exist, so i can't see my own reflection wherever i go.
or so, evaporate from this.. world.
that would be great ayeeehhhh?

i won't suffer so bad, parents don't have to pay me so much money, no heavy burdens, no worries, i won't annoy people, i won't make people feel disgusted, i won't.. bring problems to people, i won't create problems.
AND most importantly,
all my stupid blogging post won't annoy people, create an emo atmosphere here, complaining and stuffs.

sorry for that. u can just leave if u couldn't take it. :)

well, had bubble tea during library time. was craving for it. ooh man. it's like.. im addicted to bubble tea! nyum nyummmmm :D
ooh well, it brightens my day. it makes me hyped up. it makes me feel.. so happy, so high.
sohai ehh? ;P

went to dentist. was going there with a bright hope that.. my braces will be taken off, either today or.. the next visit.
mana tau,
"i hope that we can take it off this year end."
wtheck. noooooooooo T.T


emotionally broke down. mentally broke down. appearance gone. confidence gone/broke down. patience broke down.
emoooo like shit for days. DAYS. or maybe, a week ;)
it's been long since i last felt like this. real long.

p.s: i was planning to remove my cbox since no one cares bout my blog.
LOL.
but ive just realized that.. my blogskin doesnt have the comment button.
HAHAHAHAHHAAAA.
yes u can call me a weirdo. or anything.

but, u gotta becareful, in case i couldnt take everything and.. blurted everything out thats stucked up in my head. real blurting, none stop kind.
LOL.
what am i yapping here man? nuts.


okayyyy gtg. damn. downstairs comp connection gone case. and now, i gotta run up and down to finish my assignments and.. online.
just in case ure curious why am i like a madcow running up and down, both laptops and computers sucks. nuts too.

EWE, account individual finalised, Moral.
DANG.
serves u right for being shitty lazyyyyyyyyy. :)
daisei!