complications.

First day of college after the short few days of break, and i felt like dying. LOL. so many assignments gonna due this week! malaysian studies, Business Computing and English Journal Writing.

HAHAHAHA congratulations June :)



Thanx to her laziness, everything is going to be cramped up this week. She might just whine and whine cause she don't get enough sleep, plus she had too much sleep over the few days.

LOLOLOL.





GEEZ! Japanese class tomorrow in the evening again! Sometimes I felt like.. Im just digging myself a graveyard. I mean, im already so busy with college life and stuffs like that. And i still take extra classes?!?!

PLUS, it's Advance class already! The teachers no longer teach the same way like they do few months back. They no longer teach us to pronounce. They expect us to self-study at home and we are supposed to have more conversations with the teacher and students.



AND THE THING IS, I had not been studying and doing revision for the past 6 months.

The Japanese Proficiency Test 4 is not counted, cause that's basics and simply.. books and papers only.



I bet Im going to be so doomed in all the advance classes. So hard and.. yeah. After so long since i last took the Intermediate 3!







At times too, I think trying to change is not an easy thing to do. Sometimes, the more you try to change, the worser it goes.
And i don't understand this. WHY mann. WHY?!?!
For instance, vulgars. I used to tell myself never to spit out a single vulgar words. And now, I guess everyday I will say at least 1 time of 'fuck'.



WHAT THE =.=





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I totally agree with my friend's blog post- love hurts. Being single is the best thing, where you can live happily; happy go lucky without worrying anything. You don't have to think too much. Sometimes missing a person will just make you go nuts. Sometimes it'll make you to think too much, from one end to the other end. Loving a person will just make you feel more.. hurt as there are more complications to it.

To me, loving someone is never easy.
It's not only in the aspect of relationship; it also applies to friendship, family and yeah.







And yeah, that's why I always avoid myself for falling in love.



BUT,

Too bad, sometimes I just.. can't help it. LOL.
It's hard to control the feelings lahh! :D