Horrifying, worrifying.

I know this might sound stupid to many of you, but this thought has been stucked up in my head since young when my eyesight got worsen day by day right until now.


Will I ever be blinded?
Will I ever be a hopeless one, need people to help me move around?
Will I never be the helpless, useless one?
Will I be the problematic one?
Will I be emo one, crying all day all night?
Will I have the thought of giving up everything?
Will I ever miss the chance to see beautiful things, forever?
That means I will never be able to see you, like forever.


I do feel for the blind people.
I know this is dumb, but I do feel insecure whenever my power shots up.
When I was younger, my power shot up from 100 to 350, then from 350 until 500. It shot up real fast for a moment.
And now, it's gonna increase already, and my left eye, the weak one, is already 800.
I wonder what happens when I visit the optometrist.
Real nervous when they wanna tell me the test results.


Nope I didn't lie down and read . All I did is maybe, watch tv online and phone.
Haihz and that also I always adjust the brightness=.=


Haih. Enough of craps and yeah, night night people :)






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