Lost control.

I'm tired. Tired of everything.
Why am I losing faith, why am I feeling like this.
I'm not supposed to be emo or giving things up or whatsoever.
I should be smiling widely and laughing like there's no tomorrow, like I used to be months ago.


Why am I feeling like this. Why I can't just accept everyone as they are without feeling disappointed or whatsoever.
Why do I bother bout them so much. Why do I care for them so much and in the end, it's me who is going to get hurt?!


Why am I feeling like this, like the seven years back stuffs.
I should be satisfied for what I am, ain't so?
Why, ooh why?


Why am I feeling like this. Why am I feeling like her, upset bout people around her and feeling numb bout people. The people and people stuffs.
Betrayal, stories maker, dramas, jealousy, greed, revenge, hypocrites, yada yada..



I'm disappointed. And I'm tired hiding all my feelings.
I really, really wanted to spill out,
But who, you tell me.