His words.

I have no idea what's going on with me lately,
But I had been out of the path for quite some time.


In, out..... In. Out...... In.


And this time,
I can sense the drastic changes within me in this three months.

Maybe some of you may sense it too,
Just that you guys didn't wanna mention it ayehhh.

And once again,
I had been running away from God,
Doing things that I like,
Instead of doing things that I should.
Having my own perception,
Instead of following Him and all.


Somehow, He speaked to me just now in church,
After church, and quite some time through people.

And honestly speaking,
Sometimes I hear Him,
But I just act like I didn't hear Him
Or doesn't put it as importance and take action from it.


And yet, He is still really patient with me despite of my stupid responses.



I should be grateful for what I am.
I should be thankful for whatever He has given me.
I should go to church for Him, despite of the people.
I should have strong faith in Him.
I should be strong and firm.
I should know how not to fall into satan's trap.


I'm sorry, once again.



And yeah, I'm gonna change my perception.
And I pray that I can maintain this all the way through.


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