.

I hate this .
I hate this feeling.





























...

But I can't help it.
I still feel that the world is spinning everyday,
Without me in there.











Where's me.
I'm lost.
Really lost .

















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"Me and my best teddy bear,
Sitting in my favorite chair;
We aren't going out to play,
Just like anyday.
I have lotsa friends out there;
They have lotsa fun.
But me and my little teddy bear,
What we are gonna do? "




- One of the Barney song,
Childhood memories.