The war has ended again,





And this time,
I really don't know it I should be happy for it or not.


A final decision was up,
But all actions and words had blurred it down .





So many , too much.
And it all left me speechless.









What am I supposed to do,
What am I supposed to say,


When all that has happened and is happening...
So contradictory
After one another





Leaving me blinded and speechless.
Senseless.













Where's my determination
Where's the determined me.



Would it appear once and for all,
When the time is up?











Stunned.