anger shit.

*cries
now only regret. i know its abit too late. but still got 6 more days till.. the deadline! which means, if i change on time, i still can get abck 70 percent off for the course. plus, i think i can get another 3000-5000 discount with my spm result, maybe? :D

im serious with it this time. Thank God i thought of the deadline, which is before 20 Aug. can i jsut.. change to foundation in mass comm? i seriously suck in business lah. i think ive changed alot after entering college. more outspoken, giving ideas and stuff... any subject but not those subject related to maths. im serious.

just now, we had group discussion on bma assignment. i was in.. a total blur. its seems like.. im an alien to it. i just don't understand and dunno what to do.. complete silence throughout the whole time. i was in a total blank. i couldnt think of anything. damn.

another one: bma tutorials. i always blur and dun understand the ques on what they want and stuffs. either silly careless mistakes, or total blank. dont understand what the question wants. dunno how to apply formula. no add maths backgound. total suck. :/



i seriously dont understand how stupid am i. last time, when choosing subj for f4 and stuffs, i didnt choose add maths sub cuz i seriously hate maths and i know that i couldnt manage it. i hate maths and stuffs and so does maths. i told myself that i will not persue in any field that involves maths.
AND I FRIGGING DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I CHOSE BUSINESS FIELD. with all numbers and maths all linked up.

maybe simply cuz i planned to much for my future. i think too far away- thinking that business line have better future.
but ive forgotten that im stupid in maths.
HOW ON EARTH CAN I FORGET THAT IMPORTANT PART?!?!?!

it seems to be that the people around me that took up this course, have a piece of mindset that what they wanna persue in the future. clear bout everything. economics, world business news and studds liddat.
UNLIKE ME. :(

i, somehow, have more confdence that i can do well in foundation in mass comm, better than in business.
SERIOUSLY I AM NOT CONFIDENT IN MY MID TERM- esp business maths and acc.
DAMN YOU JUNE!
stupid lah youuuuuu.


and if im switching, my mum will be pissed up and i think the whole world wouldnt agree with me doing it.
my dad surely wouldnt agree to it cuz he wanted me to persue in business sooo much.
then maybe i shall bear my own coll expenses? T.T



DAMN YOU , JUNE. stupid shooooot. idiot!!