Smile like nothing ever happened.

Thank God i DIDN't burst into tears.
Today, i think ive just realized that ive seriously chose the wrong one. DAMN. why is my memory sooo bad?!?!
I remembered last time when i attend mrs. Ow's acc tuition classes that drives me crazy, I TOLD myself to just.. take the acc spm paper and never in my life, take the 2nd accounts paper AGAIN. never never be involved in acc or numbers anymore.

This kinda feeling was back.. in today's account class. was struggling badly. :/
i kept holding onto my tears for the whole day. i shall hold onto it, never allow anyone to see it.
i know,
i know,
i know.

no one will understand it. no one can help me much. i know i am the only answer. i know i gotta stand up strong and solve this by myself.

so does Business Maths. i nearly died. blur, blur and blurred. wipping tears all the way through. keep telling myself to jsut.. hold on.


enough of moodswings and hatred towards math. since ive chose this, the wrong choice just like last time taking account, I SHALL just hang onto it.
AND SMILE TOWARDS IT like nothing ever happened.

sorry guys if ive dissapointed u today or.. behaved like not-so-june.
i promise im gonna behave well starting tomorrow, like nothing ever happened and smile widely.
:)


i guess this is the only way.
what more?!?!