fark the way.

WHAT THE FARKKKKKKKKKK

knn #$*#$&$%^&*(!@#$%^&*(

doomed, seriously doomed. wtf man! study hard doesnt mean anything. it's just like.. u have a stupid brain, no matter how much u know the facts, study and study and study, u still WILL NOT do well in exam.

exam fark the way man.

:(

to be honest, i put in the most effort in Econs- and i phailed my aim. WTF?!?! 26.5/40? which means 13.25/20. kaninia. Distinction oso dun have.

yes i got the facts after all those studying and understanding but.. yeah. PHAILLLLL BADLY.

obj-9/10.

case study: 8.5/10

PPF Thingie: 4.5/ 10

essay> 4.5/10

ta ma de. :(((((((((((((((((((((

getting A1 in SPM is nothing man. WTHELLLLL.
it's basics laaaa. form 4 can! WTF

Eng- hello ?!?! stupid paragraph that i cant even write properly. well, i don't even know where is my mistake. 5.8/10. farking low right? DAMNNNNN.

36.5/50 and thus, 14.2/20 fark the wayyyyy. again, distinction oso dun hve. wtf.

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

so what's with all these years?

ACE ED-VENTURE?!?!?!?!?!?

wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtfffffffffffffffff.

needless to say, this sem exam fark the way.

Acc- doomed lo.

Business maths- needless to say, if i pass, im already jumping with joy, i suppose?

Moral- study like effing shit memorizing and understanding, and if i dont get AT LEAST Distinction, then what's the point of studying u tell me?!?!

LOL sorry for the vulgars. it makes me feel good to release everything here.

and hope that i wont be talking vulgars tmr when i wake up.

throwing out with vulgars... ahhhh so nice. :D

it makes me.. feel lost that i dont have the motivation to study.
this is ONLY mid sem. Final exam, how u tell me? from chap 1-13, more evaluations and assesment, how the heck am i gonna score well?

and yes, call me dumbass if u want to. that's just the.. fact after all.
It's not that i gave up on myself, but i did really put in effort, and it doesn't EFFING work.

that happens on my SPM too. 7A's is a piece of shit. with the amount of effort, i should be getting another extra 1 A or 2. i sacrificed so much for that. i paid so much for that. it's not by my brains, but.. by forcing everything inside my brain.
I AIN'T SMART. That's the thing.

this shows how dumb am i. as u know the msian standard in spm, easier than normal exams.
my effort was really effort. try asking my mum or my close ones. my mum also feel dissapointed bout it, i know. although she din say it out, BUT i know, its deep down inside her heart.
SO AM I.

that was spm, what more now im taking business foundation PLUS I HATE MATHS AND MATHS HATES ME.
but still, im working on it.
i wonder how am i gonna go on like this with my stupid brain. DAMN STUPID LAGGGGG BRAIN. until degree summore. WTF.
masters? dream on man.

btw, my face is so.. smooth and radiant and nice to touch LOL. never feel this nice before i think? can't stop touching. *syok sendiri

never felt so nice before.

well, the last facial thingie was because.. i was the 1/100 that got allergic to lavenders.

so, this means that im unique, ehhh?

:P

sorry for all the complains and vulgars. i just.. gonna throw everything out. smiling all the way does makes me feel very suffercating.
and this is the best place for me to throw out.
and it feels good. MWAH.

now i can sleep, i think. hopefully i wun have a nightmare and bad dreams on my stupidity.