Life is about ups and downs.
just like her, she still keep going on with life although hers is serious big problem thingie.
She is still feeling grateful although she knows that she has sickness.
she smile through every obstacles, no matter what she's facing of.
She DID NOT gave up.
i love her strong will.
and i should be much more stronger than her.
although shes been teased by people, but mine is minority compared to hers,.
although hers is much worse, yet she face it with much courage.
she doesnt really want and need people's help even though... she is handicapped, uncapable at times.
she try her best to work it out herself and to .. recover although there is no hope at all.
but yarrrrr. i should be much more independent when i am capable and am not handicapped.
not independent when im capable. its giving probs and it's annoying ppl.
i think it's also.. insulting to those who are handicapped.
i gotta take back every word that i said, and tresure em into the pretty box.
by then, it won't be annoying to ppl, giving them more problems and burdens.
More emo, more tears.
u know, ppl do feel annoying when u repeat the same lines.
it's just like.. grandma telling the same grandma story.
annoying, aren't they?
only toddles cry easily whenever they face obstacles.
it's kinda embarassing for a girl, 18 years old, to cry at her problems easily when shes 100% capable.
so now onwards, i will be strong n not.. easily teared.
there are more much more obstacles ahead in my life,
watashi dekirun desu, demo, GANBAROU YO :)
it is very important whenever i make a decision.
cuz i gotta work effing hard to achieve em.
it is my decision, and i gotta aim and.. achieve em
without relying on people.
it's just a a ship, sailing in the big, wide sea all alone.
and that literally means?
i cant give up without trying.
i gotta try very hard, with all my might, all my soul and all my strength.
i cannot rely on people,
i gotta be independent.
Eventhough they are weak, physically broke down,
but they choose to work hard in order to contribute something to the society
what more me when i am capable?
I gotta work hard in everything, aren't i?
im capable mentally, physically, spiritually with not defaults.
So,
when she is able to work hard just to stand up ,
i gotta work hard to run and fly.
Yes, the truth hurts
The truth is always ugly
But we gotta learn to accept it
And.. make things work.
Never stay at the same position when i am capable
Life is about moving on
Like the roller coaster
It doesn't stop there,
but it does held there for a few seconds at times and..
it'll move again,
no matter fast to slow, or slow to fast.
Even the animals work hard to get food to live while some of their lifespan is shorter than we humans.
Thus, we gotta work super hard to LIVE life to the fullest.
AND enjoy while we are capable.
Jot down every moments in your life
Cuz one day, When u are down,
looked back those days,
you'll know how much u enjoyed your life,
how strong you were, how happy u were, how confident you were,
how much u live life to the fullest.
:)
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